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		<title>by which i mean maybe</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 06 Sep 2006 23:55:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
		
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		<title>magician</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Aug 2006 08:17:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
		
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		<title>Mother Summer</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2006 18:18:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Katie</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Kathryn</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Mother Summer sat beneath the tall oaks, comfortable in their      shade. Her long, cornsilk hair was braided loosely and hung down her back.      She absently smoothed her deep green dress and smiled down at Baby Spring      playing near her on [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Mother Summer sat beneath the tall oaks, comfortable in their      shade. Her long, cornsilk hair was braided loosely and hung down her back.      She absently smoothed her deep green dress and smiled down at Baby Spring      playing near her on the blanket. Looking up, she saw her eldest daughter,      fiery Autumn trying to entice gentle Winter into playing tag. Winter was a      small, fey child who smiled and mutely shook her head, content to play a nameless      tune upon her flute. Their Grandfather Sun slowly trod his way to the horizon      as Mother called to her children that it was time to go.</p>
<p>Taking up Spring, who gurgled happily and tried to catch the sunbeams her      Grandfather threw her way, Mother led them down the path and into their garden.      She looked around, content at the fruits of her long labor growing happily.      Her garden and her children grew fast in the Sun drenched months; their care      and nurturing took all her time and energy. Spring was the youngest and most      active, so she got the most care. If Spring were neglected, then the harvest      would be paltry, and that was Autumn’s dowry. Suddenly tired, she went      into the house.</p>
<p>Autumn watched her mother carefully. She tried too hard, did too much. Much      like all mothers, she supposed. Without a word, she guided Mother and Baby      up to their room. In the chair by the window, Mother sat in the day’s      final sun. Spring fussed quietly and Mother held her to suck. Autumn smiled      as Mother’s eyes slowly closed in contentment. She brought Mother a      glass of cool water and closed the door. Moving through the house, she put      everything to rights. Standing at the edge of the gardens, she moved through      the plants like a whisper. With a gentle touch, she finished her mother’s      work. The green corn turned a rich gold, the pumpkins waxed fat and orange,      and the apples blazed red. Smiling at the trees, she watched their leaves      catch fire in an eruption of reds, yellows and oranges before fading to brown      and falling in a gentle rain. Gathering her harvest into her arms, Autumn      smiled and tucked all away for the cold night to come.</p>
<p>Grandfather Sun bid a final goodnight and slipped low on the horizon. Autumn      looked back to the house to see Winter standing in the doorway. The blue twilight      made her white dress seem to glow as she continued to play her tune softly.      Returning to the house, Autumn whispered, “I will see to Mother and      Baby. The night is yours.” Nodding gravely, Winter walked into the chill      dusk as Autumn shut the door for the night and slid the bolt home.</p>
<p>Gazing up at the stars, Winter trilled a welcome for her pale Grandmother      Moon as she rose into the night. Pausing, Winter took a deep breath and smiled      as the cool washed over her and through her. This was the time when she truly      lived. Safe from the harsh rays of the Sun, the world was hers while everyone      else slept. Her Grandmother smiled gently at her and walked on. Skipping into      the woods, Winter laid her ear on the Oak’s great trunk. Even he slept      deeply. The mistletoe high in his branches winked mischievously at Winter.      They would not sleep, lulled by her pipes. In truth, Winter didn’t mind      their company or that of the quiet pines. She continued on, skipping towards      the Lake as the brittle leaves crackled underfoot. As she played, the night      grew more still, the sky grew more black. The winds came, bringing with them      the clouds to give Grandmother some solitude. Looking high from her perch      by the lake’s edge, Winter whistled a welcome. She jumped down, landing      where the water met the land. Taking a slow step, she walked upon the lake.      First she walked the edge, then she circled closer and closer until she pirouetted      slowly in the center of the lake. Wherever her foot trod, the ice formed deep.      A scroll of frost decorated the surface. The winds took that breath of frost      and gilded the grasses and fallen leaves. Dancing slowly, Winter called down      the snow from the high clouds. At first only a few flakes would join her dance.      Then, as her song grew more taunting and insistent, the flurries thickened      into a fall. Around the lake and through the woods, Winter lead a merry dance.      Finally, the flakes calmed, drifting against the trees and into hollows. The      clouds disappeared over the horizon, revealing the Moon close behind them.      The woods, silent again, glowed with her cold light. Winter’s tune grew      quiet and lulling. The snows faded into the ground, while the winds calmed.      Looking around, her dance had led back to the garden gate. Winter smiled sadly      up at the Moon as she winked below the horizon. Looking opposite, the sky      glowed pink heralding her Grandfather’s return. She waited, feeling      his quiet warmth seep into the world again. As he finally came over the horizon,      Winter heard her sister’s cry from the House. It was fitting the Baby      Spring was first to rise. With a final trill, she slipped through the door      held by a sleepy Autumn. A new day had begun.
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		<title>Hell&#8217;s Bathroom</title>
		<link>http://www.soliloquiescence.com/monologue/michael/hells-bathroom/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 06:53:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mike</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Michael</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[She came to me in dissidence
Like a thunder-frightened child;
Told me of her nightmare
And showed me where it hurt.
I traced her blood with
My blue firing squad eyes
Seeing the destruction of
That which was so beautiful.
I ran my fingers down
Her finger-scourged back
And kissed her neck on
The bite marks with my tears.
She told me that Hell
Is a shitty bathroom [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>She came to me in dissidence<br />
Like a thunder-frightened child;<br />
Told me of her nightmare<br />
And showed me where it hurt.<br />
I traced her blood with<br />
My blue firing squad eyes<br />
Seeing the destruction of<br />
That which was so beautiful.<br />
I ran my fingers down<br />
Her finger-scourged back<br />
And kissed her neck on<br />
The bite marks with my tears.<br />
She told me that Hell<br />
Is a shitty bathroom stall<br />
Where no one can hear you panic<br />
Like the basement of her mind.<br />
She felt her world shatter<br />
From the sound of her screaming<br />
And resigned thoughts of horror<br />
Saying &#8220;Jesus, make it stop!&#8221;<br />
And as the time was crawling<br />
In a night of angels crying<br />
She felt her hope expire<br />
Like an infant&#8217;s sudden death.<br />
What happens to the dragon<br />
Who hunts down all the children<br />
With violence in its silence<br />
&#8230;and hatred on its breath?
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		<title>it brings me</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 29 Oct 2005 07:16:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
		
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		<title>Orion&#8217;s Nightlight</title>
		<link>http://www.soliloquiescence.com/monologue/michael/orions-nightlight/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 25 Aug 2005 04:51:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mike</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Michael</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Can&#8217;t forget the night
The lightning went from my eyes
On its way up to heaven
To kiss Orion goodnight.
I miss the way i used to be
Swinging back and forth
On the edge of the third
Star on Orion&#8217;s belt.
Can&#8217;t shake this feeling
Of a bicycle flipping
In a yellow day under
A glowing white sky.
Can&#8217;t stop the words
From cutting into my cheeks
Like [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Can&#8217;t forget the night<br />
The lightning went from my eyes<br />
On its way up to heaven<br />
To kiss Orion goodnight.<br />
I miss the way i used to be<br />
Swinging back and forth<br />
On the edge of the third<br />
Star on Orion&#8217;s belt.<br />
Can&#8217;t shake this feeling<br />
Of a bicycle flipping<br />
In a yellow day under<br />
A glowing white sky.<br />
Can&#8217;t stop the words<br />
From cutting into my cheeks<br />
Like shards of broken prayers<br />
Dripping red from my mouth.<br />
In a room-spinning morning<br />
And a balance-stealing daydream<br />
I&#8217;m trying to stand up tall<br />
Stretching for the moon.<br />
Pull the lightning from my eyes<br />
On a crystal Sunday evening<br />
Pouring out my soul&#8217;s libations<br />
So Orion can read in bed.<br />
Stepping to the mirror<br />
To see the monster right inside me<br />
With no pupils, light or beauty<br />
And completely flawless hair.<br />
Walked out into the grass<br />
Feeling it cut into my feet.<br />
If anybody needs me,<br />
Feel free to follow the blood.<br />
Orion looks happier tonight.<br />
Seems the knight saved the princess.<br />
Why can&#8217;t i vomit and<br />
Make myself feel better?<br />
And i keep hearing whispers<br />
From the soundtrack in my head<br />
Subtle as glass shattering<br />
In a forgotten empty room.<br />
Though lightning strikes<br />
Sometimes twice, I&#8217;ll be<br />
Holding metal up to my eyes<br />
&#8230;waiting for Orion to go to bed&#8230;
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		<title>Warm</title>
		<link>http://www.soliloquiescence.com/monologue/michael/warm/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 03 Aug 2005 04:50:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mike</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Michael</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[My heartbeats echo in your silent eyes
Like a vaporous sigh in an empty field.
Tracing your face with enchantment,
Soft blue auras become lullabies.
You steal my deepest breaths away
Like a barn owl breaking the night;
Only to be the very moonlight
Illuminating my lupine spirit.
And as pleiades slices the canopy
Of the winter oaks of my soul,
All I can do [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My heartbeats echo in your silent eyes<br />
Like a vaporous sigh in an empty field.<br />
Tracing your face with enchantment,<br />
Soft blue auras become lullabies.<br />
You steal my deepest breaths away<br />
Like a barn owl breaking the night;<br />
Only to be the very moonlight<br />
Illuminating my lupine spirit.<br />
And as pleiades slices the canopy<br />
Of the winter oaks of my soul,<br />
All I can do is whisper in serenity<br />
And feel your memory warm in my pocket.
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		<title>you your our</title>
		<link>http://www.soliloquiescence.com/monologue/sarah/you-your-our/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 26 Jul 2005 01:57:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Sarah</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Sarah</category>
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		<title>Carnival</title>
		<link>http://www.soliloquiescence.com/monologue/michael/carnival/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Jul 2005 09:55:21 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mike</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Michael</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[I woke up this morning&#8230;again.
Looked around at this
Half-broken morning.
Thought about what you
Said last night in the rain&#8230;
The last thing I remember
Is running and getting lost
In the sky scraping carnival lights.
I close my eyes to make it dark.
And I thought of what we said
On our backs under the
Twilight painting aura;
The promises, the prophecies
And that goddam diamond [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I woke up this morning&#8230;again.<br />
Looked around at this<br />
Half-broken morning.<br />
Thought about what you<br />
Said last night in the rain&#8230;<br />
The last thing I remember<br />
Is running and getting lost<br />
In the sky scraping carnival lights.<br />
I close my eyes to make it dark.<br />
And I thought of what we said<br />
On our backs under the<br />
Twilight painting aura;<br />
The promises, the prophecies<br />
And that goddam diamond ring.<br />
I found bits of my heart in my mouth,<br />
Spit it out into the sink<br />
With wet cigarettes and blood.<br />
Nothing makes you shudder like<br />
A bucket of ice water,<br />
The empty bed beside you<br />
Like a clinic&#8217;s sterile smell.<br />
I don&#8217;t remember the good<br />
In crying water to wash my face.<br />
It can rain a long time<br />
If it tries hard enough.<br />
And a mirror looks foolish<br />
When all bandaged up.<br />
And the rain falling down<br />
That night drowned out our<br />
Smoldering backseat gospel.<br />
And how come my smile dos&#8217;nt hurt my hands again?<br />
I just stand around here in this&#8230;carnival light maze&#8230;
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		<title>Guitarist</title>
		<link>http://www.soliloquiescence.com/monologue/michael/guitarist/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 10:55:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mike</dc:creator>
		
	<category>Michael</category>
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		<description><![CDATA[I’ve spun my heart into
A six-stringed narcotic;
Surrendered my pain to the
Callous fingered Poets.
I&#8217;ve twisted my soul into copper and
Steal bridges to heaven.
I&#8217;ve tapped my passion like a vein
And bled myself of inhibitions.
I am a voluntary slave,
A loyal addict.
My nicotine is in a twenty-fretted vial.
It’s sublime to behold the power
For serenity inherent in a pick.
I am [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I’ve spun my heart into<br />
A six-stringed narcotic;<br />
Surrendered my pain to the<br />
Callous fingered Poets.<br />
I&#8217;ve twisted my soul into copper and<br />
Steal bridges to heaven.<br />
I&#8217;ve tapped my passion like a vein<br />
And bled myself of inhibitions.<br />
I am a voluntary slave,<br />
A loyal addict.<br />
My nicotine is in a twenty-fretted vial.<br />
It’s sublime to behold the power<br />
For serenity inherent in a pick.<br />
I am an evening of untamed potential,<br />
Like a blind date that’s moving too fast.<br />
I am Addict. I am free.<br />
I am Master. I am Slave.<br />
I am…a Guitarist.
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